to read between the lines of everyday life.

photo credits : huiying chin. the best. :D

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Saturday, November 28, 2009

5:22 AM

ecstatic.

happy happy joy joy bounce bounce

i am ecstatic

i have something to grin about all the way to johor and back ;D

i love you...all.

see you when i get home =)

Friday, November 27, 2009

4:48 PM

the lonely brain cell

The Lonely Brain Cell

Once upon a time there was
a female brain cell which,
by mistake, happened
to end up in a man's head.

She looked around nervously
because it was all empty
and quiet.

'Hello?'
she cried, but no answer.

'Is there anyone here?'
she cried a little louder,
but still no answer.

Now the female brain cell
started to feel alone and scared.
So she yelled at the top
of her voice,

'HELLO, IS THERE ANYONE HERE?'

Then she heard a faint voice
from far, far away....

'We're down here...'

FML.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

4:06 PM

red to black - fort minor.

dying to get away,
let the pain of yesterday
go
slipping
through
the cracks.

hiding yourself away,
watching all the memories fade
away from red to black.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

10:22 PM

of moldy cheese and bad driving.

benedict says:
update your blog then?
(: im old

kayjen. says:
you're not old
you're....
....
what's the word they use for cheese and wine again?
:P

benedict says:
molded?

...kekekekeke.

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LAZY TO UPDATE LARRRRR.

ok, here's one update : i scare my parents shitless when i drive.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaah--ahem*

ok lar i is not teh good girl.
i'm overconfident. i love to speed. i complain about blind spots that don't exist.
i cut lorries and other gigantic vehicles really closely and then panic when they tailgate me.

i curse a lot of motorcyclists when i just miss running them over D:

i can still hear my dad bitching about my horrible driving downstairs as i type this :P

I'M SORRY, okay. i know i'm a bad driver but i think i'm improving :(
and nobody else really complains apart from my parents?

well fine...that's probably cos my only other regular passengers are, like, joseph...and kay ti.
and i know for a fact that my little sister thinks it's freaking hilarious how we always just miss the evil clutches of death and destruction via road catastrophe.

...brat. i can't wait till she starts driving herself D:

kayjen : BRAT! i can't wait to see you start driving yourself!! you wait another 8 years la!
kay ti : *hysterical laughter* but then it won't be fun for you to watch anymore cos you'll be OLD.
kayjen : ...GAH.

i'm ranting now, aren't i?

---

CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.
youwannayouwannayouwanna?

YEAYYY :D it's a date!

a broken heart wrapped up in a box,
there's teardrops in my stocking.

i look under the tree, but there's nothing to see,
'cause it's a broken heart that you're giving me.

oh...and...VBS is just awesome :D
i even get my own shirt and nametag!!!
honoured*

aihh ok ok. so much for "i lazy to update larr".
random head today.

i lubb you all!!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

7:23 PM

funny face buddies <3

ARGH i'll miss you guys so much :(

and i like my hair in this pic. myahahahahah *vain*

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so, i will be vain for a leeeetle bit nao :D

[vain post]

GUESS WHAT.

i was at nichii yesterday with mummy (sale there, go go! whee), trying on skinny jeans because i'mdyingforblackskinnyjeanshellochristmaspresentplsthxlolx?

now, the last time i was on a jeans-craze was in, like, july i think. and back then when i tried on jeans in nichii, i had to take an XL (didn't buy that time because they didn't have the colour i wanted in XL wtf so sad my life T_T) so this time around i took an XL pair as well as an L, youknow, causeagirlcanhope,right?

went past the bitchy nichii (hey, that rhymes!) girl into the changing room (nichii people in the curve are so much nicer than the ones in 1U srsly).

tried on size XL first...and drowned in them.

hmm.

maybe this one is expanded a bit from previous fat customers trying it on too much lah.

tried on size L next (different type)...it LOOKED okay, but when i bent over it was like butt cleavage heaven.

hmm.

too loose around the hips.

wtf.

...

WTF? SIZE L JEANS ARE TOO BIG FOR ME?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

*REJOICE*

i can die lah :'D

i am freaking HAPPY now. even though i didn't get to buy the jeans. i am happy bappy slappy yappy dappy............i will stop now.

ahem*

anyway i was so eksaited and ekstatik at that moment that i did something i have never done before, and previously swore not to do.

i camwhored in the changing room O:]

what...? don't look at me like that ._.

yes, i loved that top too, but no, i didn't buy anything last night.
you know, a girl can dream. :)

teheehh, oops, belly. *shy shy

*suck it in*
HAHAHAH.

and since i am still eksaited and ekstatik i will post those pics up.
mind, it'll never happen again.

heheh.

[/vain post]

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VBS tmr. i'm not officially helping out, but i'm just gonna crash and see what i can do. and even if they don't need me i can geek in a corner with my beloved SAT book :B

so, bai. have a good cough* modmaths addmaths cough* week :D

i still lubb you :D

Saturday, November 21, 2009

11:28 PM

of stupid conversations, and berpes.

Jireh says:
i joking larh egbert..i love u...i love u so much...

egbert says:
eeeeee
:S
i scared already

Jireh says:
scared what?
i tot u love me too?don't u?
then let's make love..
here...u draw the heart..i paint it pink
making love..geddit? drawing a heart...??? geddt?

egbert says:
jireh !!!
stop with your LAME JOKES

evan says:
oh no
my brains wanna burst

jireh says:
evan got brain one meh?xP

kayjen. says:
giggle*

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yes, today we confirmed that i do, in fact, have herpes type 1.

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HJZDUIOPHWZERTDKSWebgiPAedfGRSBHJDASPSRGIBSDoP
LUIasefILGHADsvuiPEHWtBKLADfgyuOEIPHODRPIDFBRSTB
;IRHJZDG[JK'RZD;NHKSDV,.SCEFPRHGOVSHOPWGRSDHOSG
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahem*

however, since herpes is too commonly known as an STD and not simply a viral infection,
and since herpes type 1 is too long to say,
and since cold sore on the nose sounds too ridiculous for the ears of a hypochondriac such as myself...

i have renamed my infection!

i am calling it BERPES from now on >:(

why?
because BERPES doesn't sound like an STD,
because BERPES is a short and sweet name,
because BERPES actually sounds kind of cute :'D
because...

...well, i have no real reason.

but berpes it is.

so there we go. i have officially contracted, berpes :(

CRY*

okay, goodnight. :P

9:54 PM

iiiiiiii'm still breeeeaaaaathingggggg. katy perry :)

did i get your attention?
'cause i'm sending all the signs,
that the clock is ticking,
and i'll be giving my two weeks,

pick your favourite shade of black...
you'd best prepare a speech.
say something funny,
say something sweet,
but don't say that you loved me.

maybe i was too pale, maybe i was too fat?
maybe i'll have better, better luck in the sack.

let's close this chapter, say one last prayer;
but don't say that you loved me.

i'm still breathing, but we've been dead for awhile.

this sickness has no cure, we're going down for sure.

already lost our grip, best abandon ship, oh..

i'm still breathing.

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MORBIDMOOD.

excuse me while i ride out this phase of hypochondria in my room.
in silence.
alone.
by myself.

BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. T3T